Wednesday, July 1, 2009

Changes are inevitable. i've moved people. Ask me personally for the link(:
MUGGING!!!!

you're the reason ;
8:04 PM

initially i thought it would be better for us to stay at home to do hbl
but instead, never would i think about the tonnes of homework they're going to pile us up with.
hello teachers, we do have study for prelims too!!!
did an english essay at 7.30a.m this morning. so now trying to finish a chem paper, hopefully by 12noon so i can finally study my biology!!!
argh, bio is driving me mad, what will happen during exams?
i really cant imagine!):
ah, help someone save us from the homework we are all drowning in!:C
i guess i ll flunk prelim one alot.
but i pray not.
magneisum, flourine atoms molecule protons whatsoever you're really driving me insane!!!
haha, okay a perfect place to rant my frustrations!
i dont lyk the internet cos i ll deifinitely go to somewhere else and surf the net ltr.
so much for a one week extra hols
whatever it is, i shall not care anyth that has got to do with anybody else except my friends.
i seriously got enough of caring other people, is like poking my long nose into other people's affairs, okay maybe my nose is not long but...
is lyk while you are concern for other people, the other party just slammeed your care into your face, HAHA!!!
so ironic, okay, today is a bad day.
i'm just frikking pissed off with myself.

you're the reason ;
7:06 PM

Saturday, June 27, 2009

all the best for performance, guzheng people.

i just need a time
thinking of buying an air ticked and fly str to somewhere nice.
is it better?
i never know unless i try.
i hurt you but you hurt me too.
im sorry and you are too.
what's there left to say?
except an empty silence and despair plus disappointment in the two strangers who met up and fell in love and grew apart again.
is always the same, aint it?
it always end this way.
now i know why women hate to get married
cos obviously affairs of the heart stink

you're the reason ;
12:45 AM

Friday, April 24, 2009

i cried again.
it's hard for me to accept changes
and yet there's uncountable changes in life.
i wish i can go on,
instead of being stuck here all the time.
i wish i wish, yet none of them ever do come true.
i wish that nothing will ever change.
what's happening.
if the guy i love no longer is the one last time

guzheng members, i love you guys:D
exceptionally happy that we got a gold

you're the reason ;
3:51 AM

Saturday, April 4, 2009

had guzheng again
felt really tired,dragged myself up from slumberland at 7, and reached at 8.10 like that, immensely glad that im not late(:
WHOO-HOO
happily ban down guzheng nd tiao yin, then eileen say have to have punishment for those who are late.
late previously,haha!
so no choice either do 100 squats, 50 pushups or 200 star jumps.
like which crazy people will do star jump luhs please.
pushups stupid, guzheng use hand play do pushup confirm die.
haha!so i pick squats.
which i had a really hard time doing and till now, my leg still completely sore.
serves me right, blur till late for 18mins.
then must round up
sian diao.
LOL!
start doing, completely cannot take it.
never exercise or something.
last one, wow damn happy
then i realise push myself too far, cant even walk.stand then drop again.WTH!
haha! dont know why start crying, lol,
then zhirong keep saying bend your head bend your head
then act like doc like that
then ask elaine give me water. LOL
stupid can
i feel....
HAHA!!!!
then decide sit in front of everybody damn freaking paiseh.
so walk back
walk stumble aha, fell down again.
then suan le, crawl halfway
then stand up walk back.
LOL
quite hilarious if think back.
LOL
nd stacey gave me tissue:DDDD
she's nice girl, sit down sharmaine was like you okay
haha!at least somebody care right???

blahs, i miss bridget immensely.
how i wish syf would end fast and i would be out quickly.
i still love the time in guzheng when w xiaoman that batch
dont know why, just feel they handle things much better than us.
LOL:P

no matter! LET's all aim for a GOLD(:

you're the reason ;
4:51 AM

Thursday, March 19, 2009

it's been ages i guess before i came in again.

syf on the 20th april, at 4.15 pm?

strange huh

hopefully its not a bad premonition.

syf showcase on wed, did terribly.

was unbelievably angry with the sec 2 juniors and gave them a good thrashing, tgt w cheryl.

felt a little guilty later, but what choices do i have when they play like that?

slight improvement, tho not v drastic.

hopefully hopefully everyth will be alright:D

quarreled again.

in a super foul mood.

and i'm really tired. i guess everyone in guzheng are, especially my poor di san guzheng whom i made them came earlier for quite some time.

whoever reading this, practice alright(:

love you guys, tho you guys are bad bad sometimes:D

guzheng tmr again at 7.30 a.m

hougang sec coming i think.

again, wish tmr everyth would be okay:D

you're the reason ;
7:34 AM

Saturday, February 14, 2009

battled and bruised i left.
leaving myself wallowing in self- agony.
i did not know why did i permit myself to be tortured,
even though i knew how it will inevitably end

it started off with a relatively light note
but ended with a sinking heart.
the stark contrast between the beginning and the end
landed me into a plight that i would never understand.

i weeped. i sobbed
but it did not relieve me of the intense pain i feel.
none helps, nothing helps with that bout of disappointment deep down in me
i strived forth, to recover from the wounds in my heart.
but wounds and scars always come together in pairs

if love is a battle
i would rather not love anymore.
for scars that would never heal will always remind you,
of the suffering that you permit yourself to be let through.

you're the reason ;
8:45 PM

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