Friday, January 9, 2009
it took me alot of courage to tell you what i've told you.
do you ever think is that easy for me?
i know you find many faults in me, but ain't everyone imperfect?
you can ask the friends beside me, kezia hejun bridget anybody.
what was i doing when you won't around, what did i told them.
sometimes, my life is so accumstomed t you, that i'm really reluctant t change it around.
i just tried to tell you how i feel
nd yet, you just assume that you were the only one feeling rather sad/ whatever emotions you felt?
dont you know, a relationship always afffects both parties no matter what.
You just ranted at me, nd said what i said t you previously.
circumstances have changed, nd im really sorry for going back on what i've said.
i guess that was the lie you were talking about.
i told you i was sorry, i really am.
yet you said you dont know what i treated you as.
hah. if you would like to think i treat you as garbage,
then i really have nothing else left to say.
we haven't even yet to part, yet things are alr in a huge mess
i really really can't think what will happen then.
i told you i would never regret.
i dont think i ever will.
but please, dont make it any harder on me and yourself
im sorry.
you're the reason ;
7:28 AM
