Saturday, February 14, 2009
battled and bruised i left.
leaving myself wallowing in self- agony.
i did not know why did i permit myself to be tortured,
even though i knew how it will inevitably end
it started off with a relatively light note
but ended with a sinking heart.
the stark contrast between the beginning and the end
landed me into a plight that i would never understand.
i weeped. i sobbed
but it did not relieve me of the intense pain i feel.
none helps, nothing helps with that bout of disappointment deep down in me
i strived forth, to recover from the wounds in my heart.
but wounds and scars always come together in pairs
if love is a battle
i would rather not love anymore.
for scars that would never heal will always remind you,
of the suffering that you permit yourself to be let through.
you're the reason ;
8:45 PM
